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04 June 2009 @ 02:49 pm


 
 
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britshowdemo
21 May 2009 @ 06:48 pm

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

OH MY GOSH. Adam lost! I really wanted him to win. All the happiness was sucked out from me since 11.00- the results were out. I studied their performances when suddenly.... I heard it. Kris made a mistake when he sang No Boundaries. MAN. macamgituponbolehmenang. Im so angry and depressed. Oh no. They saw me. Great timing man. "Eh look whose coming out". As soon as I turned. Taa-dah. They were there. I think i'm one tone darker now. Best ah. Chose a shaded spot the suddenly outta noweher bursting sunlight. They were fast. Like very fast...WOAH. Heavy rain splashing against my face. Too lazy to close the window.
 
 
Current Mood: infuriatedinfuriated
Current Music: No Boundaries- ADAM LAMBERT
 
 
britshowdemo
19 May 2009 @ 07:54 pm
do you really give a damn about me?

Don't act like you know me. pls. just cut it out. you are all the same.  don't go around that acting as though you know me. so don try going around proud and mighty but deep inside it's all bullshit. well done. nice way of starting. do you really believe what you see? or even what you hear. think. once you're done, think again. you'll never find the answers. even though you've tried 10, 100 thousands- do I give a damn? ive made a mistake. a fcuking mistake of even trying. grass ain't greener on the other side. you're the cause of that.
 
 
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britshowdemo
18 May 2009 @ 09:26 pm

just look at their lost faces.

living in your sweetest nightmare?




 
 
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Current Music: (rt)_teckt0nik
 
 
 
britshowdemo
17 May 2009 @ 08:30 pm

shut up and put ur money where ur mouth is

should i sign up? like they put up songs for it and all. hey look. im old enough. if only i can sing. life is just unfair. some people are blessed with talent and some exceptions aren't. and I'm that exception. less, u call spinning a talent. these scars just wont fade off. maybe i added too much pressure- they're gonna see it sooner or later. there's still time. 6th june. just wait. it will all be over and you won't have to regret making any decisions. let's give it a few more years. there's another one.~ it's a walk in registration anyway. hmm. wonder hows it like on wed. new people. new respected people. awaiting tomorrow just makes more scars. wierd no one at home seemed to notice. 8 so far. how many more?  



anyway, my love for you is currently at the dry cleaners. i'll pick it up when i'm ready.
 
 
Current Mood: guiltyguilty
Current Music: Ghost of York- Tall as Lions
 
 
britshowdemo
15 May 2009 @ 11:03 pm

tnx MARYAM darling

<3 Jean-Babtiste Maunier
 
 
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britshowdemo
22 March 2009 @ 11:22 pm
Pls give me the strength to not do it
think
thinking


im not forgiving

Im seeing a new side of life. Bitter. Sugar rain on me. Bring along love. Wierd temptations I can't avoid seeing in my dreams. It's not going away. No human is capable of waking up. Whose in control now?

There are limits to life. I can't stand your short-mindedness. Others might be but Im not a toy. A brain for crying out loud. Unfortunately I own one. The World Im trapped in. Four walls, two faces. no exit.



nothing can express a person's feelings. neither can a measly paper and pen.
 
 
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